apple memories

2011-09-23T16:45:00.002+08:00

All my wishes wont call true anymore.

2011-09-22T14:16:00.002+08:00

或许，也许我这一辈子都无法原谅自己也无法原谅你。

11.08.11-21.09.11对不起我的亲爱的

2011-09-20T22:07:00.000+08:00

眼泪一直流，心一直痛，但是都无法改变事实。爱错了，真的爱错了.....

2011-09-18T12:30:00.000+08:00

I hope everything will be fine.
No matter what happen in the future

2011-09-13T22:05:00.000+08:00

Actually I will miss you if I leave u.
Actually I love you more than myself.
Actually I don want say good bye.
Actually I really want have family with you.
Actually eveything is just a dream.

2011-08-07T16:17:00.000+08:00

或许
我不知道

2011-08-05T10:42:00.000+08:00

bu kai xin.

I feel stress up.

Perhaps this job don suit me.

Perhaps I m asking too much.

2011-06-25T10:10:00.000+08:00

你一辈子只在乎自己，那我呢？

2011-04-17T14:11:00.003+08:00

我觉得我们之间真的有很多问题，
我觉得我好累，
我好辛苦。
我想不爱了。
可是我开不了口，我想一个人走完这个世界。
有时你说的话，总是那么的痛，你想过我的感受吗？
等你吃饭，你却说我又没有叫你等我。
你朋友问你可以抱我，你说可以。
我听了心都碎了。你有问过我的感受吗？

PS：你的朋友是你人生最重要的，我只是路过的。不值得你的爱。

2011-04-08T21:58:00.001+08:00

will do a proper update when i m free.
Looking forward to SEP and DEC :))))

2011-03-12T20:53:00.002+08:00

B.L.O.G!!!!
I miss you :)))
I know i forget about you!
NO!!!!
I rmb. I m back!!!
Life as usual. but i strongly feel the world is changing.
earthquake here and there. is this signal telling us 2012 is coming and world is ending?
I duunno.
I only know i going Taiwan to 25Mar til 4April den return!!!!!!!!!wowowowow. HAPPY :))))
After taiwan i going to do big plan~!!!!!!

2011-01-30T10:00:00.003+08:00

Pls do not late for work, I late more than 15 days on Jan 2011.
Pls do not take last minute leave. I took 0.5 days leave. T.T
Pls do not spend more than SGD200 per month on shopping. Overspend alot due to CNY.
Pls do not spend more that SGD200 per month on entertainment. just nice :)))
Pls do not go sleep with makeup. Slp with make up twice this month. =.=
Pls do not anyhow buy useless things. i brought a top i see is nice, but after i see not nice. nv wear. hais. waste money sia.
Pls do more sales, don be so picky. I m trying hard.
Pls do remove make up before go slp.Yes. I m trying hard.
Pls do go home more to see my family. Yes. i went home alot time :)))
Pls do save at least SGD200 in your bank. Yes. I saved!

2011-01-30T09:45:00.001+08:00

这样的男人，让他滚..............

1. 当你胃疼、或是每月那几天来的时候肚子疼，你和他说：亲爱的，我疼。如果他说：那吃点药吧，我也没办法啊。那么，离开他，他不爱你，所以不会在乎你有多难受，不会懂得心疼你。

2. 当你们吵架的时候，他不找你，只是放你一个人苦苦等待，而他和往常一样吃喝玩乐。那么，离开他，他不在乎你的感受。所以更不要奢望他会心疼你，那不可能。也不要苦苦哀求，那样只会让他更不在乎你。

3. 当你因为其他的事情悲伤难过希望他安慰的时候，他不管不问。还说：我理解不了你的想法，有什么可难受的。那么，离开他，你的生活，你的一切对于他来说都是无所谓的。

4. 如果他经常骗你，那么，离开他，真正爱你的人是不经常对你撒谎的，他骗你，是因为不够重视你。

5. 如果他说：我不是个懂浪漫的人，所以，我不记得你生日、我们的纪念日。那么，离开他，你还有什么可以留恋，他只是在为他不爱你找借口。

6. 如果你和朋友在一起吃饭或一起游玩的时候，他一脸的烦躁和无奈，那么，离开他，真正爱你的人，会给足你面子，他会让所有人都知道你是幸福的。

7. 如果当你开心的时候，你找他一起分享快乐，他很心不在焉，不爱听你说话，那么，离开他，真正爱你的人，是会把你的喜怒哀乐都装在进心里，时时刻刻与你分担。

8. 如果你一天或几天都等不到他的电话或信息，那么，离开他，真正爱你的人，是时时刻刻都想着跟你联系的。

9. 如果你为他伤心流泪，他说：我讨厌你这样，快别哭了。那么，离开他，他还有什么值得你流泪，真正爱你的人，不会让你伤心流泪。

10. 如果他喜欢上别人，那么，离开他，因为这份感情，对他来说纯属娱乐。如果你们之间吵架比吃饭还频繁，如果你们之间伤心比快乐还多，那么，请珍爱自己，远离他。

8 out of 10.

Do you think you can give me happiness?

2011-01-30T01:50:00.001+08:00

Teach me how to trust you again?

(no subject)

2011-01-28T16:47:00.000+08:00

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

2011-01-22T23:20:00.001+08:00

Y must I make myself so sad?
I can be single.
There is no good men is this world.
I can survive myself without you!

2011-01-02T15:04:00.002+08:00

Happy new year 2011. :)))
When is my last update???
I cannot remember.

New year, of cos with new wishes :))
But this year i going keep all my wish inside my heart before it come true. :)))
I will work hard for what i want!!!!!!!!!!
But there is something i must do and not to do.
Apple,
Pls do not late for work,
Pls do not take last minute leave.
Pls do not spend more than SGD200 per month on shopping.
Pls do not spend more that SGD200 per month on entertainment.
Pls do not go sleep with makeup.
Pls do not anyhow buy useless things.

Pls do more sales, don be so picky.
Pls do remove make up before go slp.
Pls do go home more to see your family.
Pls do save at least SGD200 in your bank.

I hope i can do all above. :))

Happy new year :)))

2010-12-06T22:48:00.001+08:00

I had a bad dream last night.
12 days more to my birthday!!!

2010-11-30T23:43:00.003+08:00

18 day to my birthday (:
3 more months to Taipei.
4 day to pay day.
6 more months to Bangkok again.

I must work hard to get wat i want!

2010-11-11T23:24:00.002+08:00

Your friend
Your Work,
Your bball,
Yourself!
I STRONGLY feel you are living alone, without me in your life!
I'm transparent!
You only concern about yourself!!!!!
YOU ARE VERY SELFISH!!!!!!

After 3 year, you never change, how SELFISH you are.
How disappointing i m now.

2010-11-09T23:23:00.002+08:00

Yes.
I allow you go pub.
You better don bluff me.
If not i will forever hate you!

Endnote: I will allow go pub drink. But i m worry, because i scare you lied to me again. :/
You never know how i feel.
You better be home by 1am.

2010-11-07T23:15:00.002+08:00

I haven done any proper update on my blog.

@Work.
I'm stress..
Indeed.
I feel like i lost the passion le. No mood working le.
Feel like taking long holiday!!!
PNL at starting month not very good :( sigh.
But i need alot money to buy this and that so still need work hard!!!
Caiping, Jia you! jia you!!!

@Love
Not so much quarrel anymore.
But i feel alot our thinking different,
The thing i want you do, you don want do.
Alot thing you want do, but i m not happy with it, but you say that is you. you wont change.
What else i can say.
Yes, I love you alot. I can bear for time been.
But must i tolerate the thing that i dislike in my future?
When ever i think how i feel?
I duuno what to do, make you change.
I feel unhappy with that. I only can write it here.
You tell me what should i do?
I really dunno how.
I feel i m going crazy.

@Life
B O R E D !!!!!
Anway i got myself Iphone and new wallet!!!! tee ^ ^
I guess this only happy thing!!!

Ending: Life still going on. More sales pls!!!!

(no subject)

2010-11-03T13:05:00.001+08:00

Is fucking sick!!!!!!

2010-10-29T23:54:00.002+08:00

no matter how much i effort i put in this relationship, i never go into your heart. :( you will never love me like how much i love you.

2010-10-27T21:29:00.002+08:00

Yes!
Taiwan i m coming at 25Feb2011!!!!

10 Day 9 nights, 8 day 7 night Taipei den 3 day 2 night Hongkong free and easy!!!!
I'm coming!!!!!!

Tee^^ Tee^^

2010-10-27T01:08:00.001+08:00

我累了，真的。。。

等待只会让我更伤心

2010-10-24T09:35:00.000+08:00

如果，你在乎我，可不可以让我知道

如果，你在乎我，可不可以让我知道，不要总是让我找你，那会让我感觉，你根本就不在意我。

如果你在乎我，就不要总是让我孤单一个人，我真的很讨厌寂寞。

如果，你在乎我，记得多关心我关心我，我喜欢你问我今天做了什么，而不是自己一个劲地告诉你，我今天怎么了。

如果，你在乎我，在我情绪低落，心情郁闷的时候，要多讲话逗逗我，不要一直的沉默，其实，只要你一句话，我就会很开心了。

如果，你在乎我，在我生你气的时候，绝对不可以想着我在生气，就不理会我。这样，我会很伤心，也会更生气，其实，我只是想你哄哄我。

如果，你在乎我，不要总是回我呵呵哦这类的话语，就算你不想说话，也要多打几个字，不要让我感觉你是在敷衍我。

如果，你在乎我，不要让我在需要你的时候，却找不到你，那样的我很无助。

如果，你在乎我，要记住我们在一起发生的事情，要记住我的喜好。

如果，你在乎我，不管是好是坏的事情，我都想你可以告诉我，让我分享你的快乐，分担你的忧愁。

如果，你在乎我，可不可以让我知道?

如果我在乎你，我也可以做到。

2010-10-23T17:44:00.002+08:00

突然间我问自己一个问题，
我们会在一起一辈子吗？
我不知道答案。

2010-10-17T00:18:00.001+08:00

主动久了，会累

如果有一个女生，

放下自己的身段，

主动联系你。

一次，

两次，

三次

如果有一个女生，

放下所谓的尊严，

有事没事都联系你。

一天，

两天，

三天

或者，

你觉得她很廉价，

或许，

你根本不在乎。

甚至，

你以为一切都是理所当然的。

只是，

她，毕竟只是一个人，

一个很平凡的女孩，

她也需要有人疼，有人照顾。

终有一天，

她会累了，倦了，她会哭着下定决心，

再也不主动了。

因为，每一次的主动换来的只是更深的伤害。

她，宁愿没有这样一个借口让自己痛苦。

她会离开，再也不打扰你的生活，

她会离开，悄无声息，

从此你的生活不会再被打扰。

————————————————————————

突然的感谢罢了。

其实，在爱情里，

只要幸福，主动与否，

并不重要。

只是，不算爱情的爱情，

主动的代价则显得太大了

(no subject)

2010-10-16T09:18:00.000+08:00

you friend is always more important than me.
=(

2010-10-11T21:44:00.001+08:00

讨厌你的自私。讨厌你的是个不负责的人
讨厌你把我放在你心里最后一个。
好伤心。
为什么我爱的人总是take me for granted.
爱情真的很辛苦。
如果可以选择不爱。
我在也不想爱了。

(no subject)

2010-09-21T17:20:00.001+08:00

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This month i m deadmeat =(

敢不敢这么疼你的女朋友？=D

2010-09-18T19:38:00.002+08:00

如果有这么一个人，我就马上嫁（:

1. 把fb密码告诉她。
2.银行的密码告诉她。
3.冬天允许她把手放到你身体里。
4.可以让她随时翻你手机。
5.行街时，要拉着她的手，不许放。
6.不许先挂她电话。
7.不许对她大声说话。
8.要给她介绍你所有的朋友。
9. 陪她逛街时不能说累。
10.把她的的相片放在手机屏幕上。
11.不说她傻。
12.不说她笨。
13.不伤她心。
14. 不欺负她。
15.不凶她。
16.不对她摔东西。
17.要会逗她笑。
18.会说甜言蜜语。
19.要说到做到。
20. 有事随叫随到。
21.允许她掏你口袋。
22.要鼓励她打扮。
23.不许说她丑。
24.不许说她胖。
25.陪她看电视。
26.不许嫌她手艺不好（再难吃也要夸好）。
27.大节小节都要送礼物给她（不在乎礼物的贵贱）。
28.无论她什么时候饿，都要陪她吃饭。
29.吵架一定是你先道歉。
30.每年去不同的地方（没钱就去不同的公园）。
31.发现美女时，不许斜眼。
32.她撒娇的时候你要配合。
33.要陪她一起疯。
34.行街累了，就背她。
35.要学会做饭给她吃。
36.每天要打电话给她。
37.她打电来时一定要接。
38.不叫她做不愿意的事。
39.她煮饭时，要陪她一起。
40.答应她的事不能讨价还价。
41.有快乐时要和她一起分享。
42.有痛苦时要和她一起分担。
43.为她，做个大男人。
44.不许和前女朋友联系。
45.她生病时要监督她吃药。
46.为她洗脚。
47. 要陪她散步。
48.要相信她。
49.不许拿她和前女友比较。
50.不许骗她。
51.不许说她声音难听。
52.不许酒后****。
53.不可以打她。
54.抱她在怀里。
55.收到她短信马上回。
56.要学会自己检讨。
57. 最好不要抽烟、喝酒。
58.在她失落时，你要安慰她。
59.她哭时，你要把她紧紧地抱着。
60.要给她暖被窝。
61. 给她梳头发。
62.不许说她抹指甲油。
63.她生日时，必须第一个时间给她浪漫和惊喜。
64.在你朋友面前给足面子她。
65. 散步时要走在她的左侧。
67.无论一起多久都要保持新鲜。
68.要接受她的过去。
69.晚上要抱着她睡。
70.在她睡醒时，给她一个吻。
71.不能对任何一个人都比她好。
72.危险的事不能让她做。
73.下雨时，要为她打伞。
74.夏天时给她擦汗。
75.陪她一起运动。
76.行街时要为她拿东西。
77.不给她吃一些对她身体不好的东西。
78.记得她的爱好。
79.乘车时要抱着她。
80.去的时候记得带她。
81.她去别的地方时，你要记得随时打电话给她，让她小心。
82. 要接她上课下课（上、下班）。
83.晚上不要把手机给关了。
84.她喜欢什么就给买什么。
85.把她照顾好，不让她生病。
86. 为她修指甲。
87.她在身边时不能接女的电话。
89.每天都吻她几次。
90.不把别人气发在她身上。
91.上网时，第一时间看她在不在。
92.不和别人的女仔有关系。
93.不做对不起她的事。
94.要给她安全感。
95.每隔一段时间就买一束花给她。
96.把她的号码放在第一位。
97.过马路时一定要把她牵紧。
98.她不舒服时要陪在她身边。
99.对她要一心一意。
100.要让她做最幸福的女人。

2010-09-18T19:16:00.002+08:00

不知道从那里写起。。。
心情不是很好。。。
好想好想放假去旅行，但是no more leave le :(
觉得好累。
觉得很辛苦。
为什么要做人？
人都好假。。。
不喜欢外面的世界。。。
哥，下个月结婚了. 好快！
我想结婚了。

PS：我这一辈子是不是都不能结婚？

2010-09-09T20:10:00.001+08:00

早知道爱的那么辛苦，我就不爱了

2010-09-09T20:07:00.000+08:00

为什么身边的人总是比我幸福？
我为什么总是一个人孤孤零丁。。。：（

2010-09-05T12:32:00.000+08:00

should stay away from u.

(no subject)

2010-09-02T17:17:00.001+08:00

FUCK you!!!!!!!!!!!

i know i m not important to you~

2010-08-25T00:26:00.001+08:00

一直以为自己可以改变他，

一直以为爱情可以改变他，

最终才发现他不曾改变，

他并没有为了你而改变什么，

他也不会为了爱情改变什么，

他始终还是那个你讨厌的他，

他始终还是那个你最爱的他，

讨厌因为你无法接受他的某些习惯，

但讨厌的同时却始终都没有放弃他，

你依旧是那么地深爱着他，

你依旧无法接受没有他以后的生活，

总是希望他会明白你的苦心，

总是希望他能够为你改变，

但结局却总是那么地不尽人意，

不是他选择了离开，

就是你选择了妥协，

但真的爱上了也没办法了吧？

有些习惯本来就不曾改过，

为一个人改只是暂时地缓解，

热情过了，激情过了，

最终还是会打回原行的，

爱情的最初全都是美丽的优点，

爱情的最终只剩下丑陋的缺点，

完美只是因为你并不了解，

待你了解以后才能真正体会...

为爱情而改变的改变不是改变，

那只不过是短暂的掩饰，

最终还是会原形毕露的...

一个人会真正的改变是后悔了，

知道自己错过了什么，

知道自己失去了什么，

才会心甘情愿地为自己改变...

没有谁可以真正改变谁，

也没有谁有义务为谁改变...

不要尝试利用爱情改变一个人，

因为结局一定会让你失望，

要一个人真正地改变，

是要他心甘情愿地为自己改变，

而不是为了满足你的要求而改变，

那才是真正的改变...

2010-08-20T08:57:00.000+08:00

照片是最真实也是最假的东西…如果你连在你好朋友面前抱我的勇气都没有，那我们还算什么…你真的觉得你很爱我吗？？

2010-08-15T22:13:00.002+08:00

Should i?

2010-08-15T04:42:00.002+08:00

I m not important.
I know.
Once you lied.
Forever you will be.
Nv change.

*Life is fucking stress..
Fucking tired.
I wish i m just a baby.

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2010-08-13T12:53:00.001+08:00

FUCK YOU ANNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-08-04T20:33:00.000+08:00

The minute when you shout at me. My heart pain. So long. Still shout. Did i ever shout at you before?

2010-08-01T00:10:00.002+08:00

No one is true to me.
Everyone is fake.
y must all this kind thing happen to me?
I cannot blame anyone.
Blame myself to naive.
I hate life.I hate human being.

Maybe, this wrong place for me.
I really want find a place for new life.
life here, totally SUCKS!!!

2010-07-27T22:45:00.002+08:00

4 more day. work hard!!!

I should work hard for myself.
Forget the unhappy!!!!
alot ppl are fake.
No one to trust. :(
Iwantabreak..........

2010-07-27T01:22:00.000+08:00

You change already.

2010-07-26T21:54:00.000+08:00

5 more day left!!!!

2010-07-25T21:46:00.002+08:00

Hmmm,
Something happen.
I feel stress.

Pls don happen.

okay. just two more month only...

2010-07-21T22:47:00.002+08:00

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Speechless.

I wish i can be happy girl

2010-07-15T21:55:00.002+08:00

I want 200000!!!

PS: I want travel round the world!

2010-07-11T22:36:00.002+08:00

As i know your friend is always more important den me.

FYI, i will leave you. don worry.
I will never stick with you forever.

2010-07-10T15:10:00.001+08:00

When she treat u as her only world,
U treat her as nothing.
U know how much itg hurts?
You don.
You only living in your own world.

2010-07-10T14:58:00.002+08:00

I want someone to give me things i want.
the things i want not money.
U know it clearly.
I also don want repeat.
If you cant, den we should end it early.
to be fair to me...

PS: Someday u will regret.

2010-07-09T22:27:00.000+08:00

我的心没有这么大，不能忍很都东西… 有很多东西你不在乎，可是我却觉得很重要…

2010-07-09T22:20:00.000+08:00

Yes. We should really break up. I really think u can live without me

2010-07-01T22:20:00.002+08:00

Sometime i wish i m just a baby.

2010-07-01T09:12:00.000+08:00

我看到照片的你们很幸福…可是我的幸福呢？

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2010-06-29T19:51:00.001+08:00

如果你连最基本体贴都做不到，那我想你不是我要。找的那个… 一个人如果只在乎自己的感受的人，没有权力拥有一个很爱他的人…如果你不改我们之间完了… 我没有勇气在继续这样下去… 没个女人要的是关心，体贴，在乎…请问有那一样你做到？

2010-06-28T22:37:00.000+08:00

I want earn money. more money!
But how?

2010-06-27T17:29:00.002+08:00

两种老公，两种人生

A:
她：“老公，帮我接杯水呗”
他：“石头剪子布，谁输了谁去”
她：“算了，我自己去吧”
B:
他们坐在一起看韩剧，她起身，他问“干吗去？”
她：“去接杯水”
他：“你坐这看吧，我去给你接”

女人多可怜，她对男人唯一的要求就是“疼她”，你可以什么都没有，只要你疼她，她就有足够的勇气把自己的下半辈子交给你。

A
他晚上下班，给他打电话“宝贝儿，我晚上和朋友出去吃饭”
她：“你不是答应我陪我逛街的吗？”
他：“改天吧！”
她默默地流泪，为什么每次都是这样？
B：
他下班的时候打电话给她：“亲爱的，别人给我一张奥运会的票，巴西队啊！一会儿我去看球了啊”
她： “哦，这样啊，好吧”
他：“怎么不高兴了？”
她：“你忘了，上周说好今天我朋友和她男朋友请我俩吃饭啊”
他：“哎呀，对不起亲爱的，我忘记了，那我把票给别人吧，我陪你去吃饭”
她：“不要了，吃饭可以改天，或者你先去看，我们等你”
他：“那不行，答应你的事情必须得做到，再说你自己跟他俩在一起像电灯泡似的，你肯定不舒服啊”
她：“没事……”
没等她说完，他很强势的告诉她“好了，听我的，你收拾一下，我一会儿去接你”

其实女人不是不懂事，只是，她需要碰上一个懂事的男人，其实，情侣之间，是可以互相...... 的。

A:
他：“我晚上出去吃饭了啊”
她：“几点回家？”
他：“九点之前肯定回家”
九点半，她：“你怎么还不回来啊？”
他：“十点，肯定回家”
十一点，十二点，一点，两点……
后来，她不再打电话催他，因为她知道，对于不守承诺的男人，一切“肯定”都是“未必”。
B:
他：“我晚上出去吃饭，九点之前肯定结束，然后我俩去看电影”
她： “你能那么快就结束吗？”
他：“放心吧，我答应你了就一定能！”
快到九点的时候，他：“收拾一下吧，我马上就到你家了”

信任，是在一件一件小事中建立起来的。

A:
她生理期，身体不舒服，顶着疼痛洗衣服，收拾屋子
他坐在电脑前面玩网络游戏
她干完活，躺在床上，长出了一口气
他看了她一眼：“宝贝儿，辛苦了！”然后转过头，继续玩他的游戏。
B:
她生理期，很难受，起身准备洗衣服
他拽住她：“你去床上躺着，我来！”
她：“你会做家务吗？你自己洗过衣服吗？”
他：“不会做可以学着做啊，以后你身体不舒服的时候，我当然得独挡一面！”

女人需要的不只是甜言蜜语，哄她几句，她也许会给你一个微笑，但是实实在在的呵护，她会对你一辈子的感恩，并且会回报给你一个温暖的家。
　
A:
她给他拿了一包榛子，然后她去洗衣服
回来的时候，榛子已经被他吃得所剩无几
B:
她拿给他一包榛子，然后自己去收拾屋子
回来的时候，她看见电脑前面放了一堆剥好的榛子仁

女人很感性，她炫耀你对她的体贴，就好像炫耀克拉钻一样，这么廉价的买卖，用一点心思就能收获无比的财富。

A:
他说：“你是最好的”
她问：“我哪好？”
他：“学历高，能力强，长得漂亮，对我又这么好”
她笑了。
B:
他：“你是我所遇到最好的女孩儿。”
她：“我哪好？”
他：“你对身边的每个人都很友善，很无私，对人对生活总是很感恩，一个人有一颗善良的心，会让周围的人感觉到温暖，你是我见过最善良的女孩儿，伤害你的人都应该下地狱！”
她哭了。

一个人，是因为你对他好，所以觉得你好
一个人，是因为懂得你的好，所以想要对你好

PS: Which kind of guy?
PS: 4 more day to work hard!!!

2010-06-21T22:57:00.001+08:00

from today onwards. I better keep my mouth shut.
Nothing else.
People are fake.
Everyone is fake.
I will only trust myself.
No one.
When you grow up.
You learn to trust.
When you trust someone truly. But end up hurting yourself.
Apple, worth it?

2010-06-16T14:52:00.002+08:00

I had just return from China yesterday night,
Took a long last minute leave fly to China with my mum(but we are different plane). due to my Grandma
First time on plane alone with any friend.
The last time i went back was 6 years ago.
Everything change so much.
Depart 8Jun 8.15am arrived china abt 12.45pm and driver pick up and send to Grandma house.
Reach Grandma house ard 4pm.
The whole journey was long.
I feel tired,
Finally saw her.
She look weak,
She cannot eat.
She cannot walk.
She just lie on the bed.
I feel sad.
I dunno what to do.
Only thing is talk to her.
thats all.
People grow old have to go, what can we do?
I have not been well for 7 days in there.
Everyday we worry she may leave us when we slping.
The 7 days was tough for me.
The village Grandma staying is really inconvenience place.
No place to shower that worse.
I need to boil water for bath or go my cousin house bath.
No shopping mall.
Alot mosquito.
Nothing else.
Everyday is eat, slp , eat slp.
But i didnt grow fat.
I'm only 40kg when i saw the weighting machine tis morning.
Before i left i m about 44kg.
Frankly i got eat. But not much.
I miss my boy alot when was at China.
I got no one to talk to.
My stupid hp was cut due to i forget pay bill.
I could contact anyone til i borrow hp from my cousin.
The whole week been raining.
Til Monday my mum said bring the kids go eat fast food.
So we went to outside village.
The journey by bike about 15min to small town with food, clothing, market.
The kids so happy to go eat fast food. cos very expensive.
Its my mum treat.
I didn't eat much.
half burger that's all.
After go walk and buy some clothing for the kids.
I saw beggar very dirty along road side with messy hair.
I saw the life in china is very bad.
But i could do anything.
I have one cousin, Her birthday.
She is 15, her mum give her 5 dollar ren ming bi for birthday present. Ard SGD1.5
That really nothing to me.
She feel disappointed.
But that is life.

Endnote:
Life is very realistic.
I hope the poor people will become richer...
Wish them all the best.

PS:tomorrow onward need to work hard for everything and including you

2010-06-08T08:32:00.000+08:00

2nd time i leave u. I think u will be happy. No one will fan u. Be good boy

2010-06-07T19:58:00.002+08:00

DO you know how broken i m?

:(

2010-06-06T23:10:00.002+08:00

August go Batam for Mr Jake birthday ! Maybe :/
September go China for brother wedding!!! Confirm!!!

Well.

Okay.

This month i over spend my limit.

Today i go perm hair.
The ppl never do properly.
So disappointed.
tomolo must ask them redo.

This month starting very unlucky!!! :(

what the hell is going on!!!

My luck please come!!!

I need use it do alot thing.

hais :(

Pls come!!!

2010-06-06T11:20:00.001+08:00

Morning.
I heard a bad news.

I dunnoo wat to do.

Tell me.

Wat going on with my life? :(

:(

:(
:(

2010-06-06T01:53:00.000+08:00

2010-06-06T01:30:00.002+08:00

Long time no blog.

Everything i blogging mu unhappiness here...

Today will be the same.

My PNL was really bad this month.

And today bad thing happen. :(

Everything don seems good.

Now i having headache.

Feel so lost.

Night

2010-06-03T01:22:00.000+08:00

有些东西不是你的，不管你怎么努力也不会属于你的… 我好累…
工作好压力… 我好辛苦

2010-05-30T22:26:00.002+08:00

如果我爱的人不在乎我，
我是否应该离开？

2010-05-29T08:59:00.000+08:00

看透了你…你身上有小黑的影子…男人原来都是这样… 我想单身还是比较适合你… 我知道你有很多事，我都不喜欢你做，可是你还是一样…你不会改的… 我有给你很多机会，但是你还是一直都没变…问题不是你，是我自己… 这样下去我们都会过的很辛苦，我不想这样…

2010-05-26T01:12:00.000+08:00

If one day i left u silenty u will never know y.

2010-05-24T01:46:00.000+08:00

Everyday i wait for u to be friend so u can bring me out. U you seems whole week occupied with your work. Monday to saturday office. 9 to 8pm or 9 or 10 or even later. Every friday u work breeze til 5 or 6am. Saturday u also work breeze til 7am? Today is sunday. But u work til now 2am still haven come home. No call? No msg. Nothing. Seat on my bed keep looking at carpark but cannot find your car. U cannot even bother go find a handphone to call or msg me? Only care yourself? i m just nothing

2010-05-23T22:30:00.002+08:00

我累了...
不想等了。
我知道你是不可能为我改变任何事。
我也不想骗我自己了。
你太自私了。。。
我不想一的人过一辈子。。。
我想找一个疼我，在乎我的，关心我的。
我不想被一个我很爱的人排在最后一个。。。
我想要的是幸福。
我受够了。。。
Sorry

2010-05-22T08:36:00.000+08:00

我知到你忙，不烦你…可是你还是这么的不在乎我…你让我好失望…

2010-05-20T08:37:00.000+08:00

有时我忘了幸福是怎么写…

2010-05-18T23:43:00.001+08:00

Sometime i just want run away.
I dunno where should i go..
I want to fly away.
so tired.

2010-05-16T20:28:00.003+08:00

Life is bored.
Bf is always busy.
But even he is free, his wont give his time to me.
If i don complaint to him.
I'm totally out of his world.
He only rmb Slp, watch youtube. comic.
He will forget me totally.
I wish he can have more time with me.
2molo got work.
7am must wake up.
T.T
No booking le.
Sales not easy to do. :(
Pls come buy air ticket from me!!!!

Can email me at apple@misatravel.com

Thank you!

906days

2010-05-13T08:49:00.000+08:00

Dear blog, tell me what to do ?

2010-05-08T22:23:00.002+08:00

Life is....................
My booking almost all going to cleared.
No more booking :(
Intro me business!!!
anyone who want travel, drop me email to apple@misatravel.com.
WAHAHA!!!!

Actually alot thing need to do.
I want save money.
But like very difficult. T.T

Okay.
Decide to find part time job.
LOL.
Anyone can intro???

I'm bored and the weather is freaking HOT!!!!!

PS: you said u love me, but you didn't prove.

2010-05-06T23:57:00.001+08:00

your friend is always more important than me.
they are always priority than me.
You know how i feel?

DISAPPOINTED...

:(

心痛......

2010-05-04T22:17:00.003+08:00

I got my new laptop.
The new lappy is awesome o me!!! :))
Finally. :)
I wait almost half year. ZZZ
Of cos i m not rich.
I paid it by installment. :x
12months somemore. LOL
:D
Thanks Mr LS for your help.
Life is bored.Indeed.
Bf is always BUSY.
Work is always STRESSED.
I'm so sick.

Wish to escape to a new place. :(

真的很不开心...

PS:900days. Did you notice? No. Nothing. No msg.

2010-05-04T19:29:00.000+08:00

900 days u know?

2010-05-01T06:17:00.000+08:00

如果我当初知道你会这样对我…我就应该选择放弃…这2年我眼泪多过我们在一起的时间…你是不爱我的…你知道吗？因为你根本不在乎我…你答应过我的东西，你全部都忘记…你你坏人…我的心一次又一次的被你弄痛…你为什么要这样对我？我这一生没有欠你… 你知道我多么的辛苦…我只是要一个爱我疼我在乎我的人，如果你不能给我，你就放我走…我也累了…不想努力了…曾经以为等待可以改变什么，你总会属于我，可是事实证明原来一切都是我一个人在做白日梦……………

2010-04-30T21:57:00.001+08:00

原来我一点都不重要，
我讨厌你的自私！
胡昌汶，我讨厌你

2010-04-30T21:54:00.000+08:00

现在才知道我不配做你的女朋友

2010-04-27T09:29:00.001+08:00

hate those people who don reply my sms.
Throw away your hp la!!!

PS: HATE YOU HCW
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2010-04-26T17:15:00.001+08:00

I just want a confirmation. (if you don lie to me that day, i will not ask you this question)
But you replied me whatever.
( I hope your answer is can, but you reply me this way)

PS: Think before you reply my msg.Your msg hurts...
你永远知道你自己的感受？我的呢？

2010-04-25T18:13:00.000+08:00

I hate u. I hate u. I hate u don like me eat.

2010-04-25T05:13:00.002+08:00

Sometime i really wonder wat u thinking.
Really 猜不透...
wait and wait.
ASSHOLE!
Hate your empty words.
Y must u make me stuffer???
Do i deserve the way u treat me?
:(
can u stop hurting me?

2010-04-22T20:34:00.002+08:00

Today you hug me and said 我越来越爱你....
Am i dreaming?
He said "爱 "
LOL

Hais.
This week past. everything going to be different.

2010-04-22T14:15:00.001+08:00

One week is ending soon. :(
Friday is tomorrow.

Everything will be back to same.
You will continue go those place i don like.
Speechless.

PS:Sometime i really hope you put me in 1st place. *dreaming*

2010-04-21T18:02:00.001+08:00

:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :-( :-(

2010-04-19T00:51:00.000+08:00

how u doing LS???
No msg, no call...
Got new gf forrget about me!!!! asss!!!
And my lappy!!!!!

I DON FRIEND U LA!!!!!!

PS: Can i see u slp everyday?

2010-04-17T16:46:00.002+08:00

Its raining day.
The rain is heavier and heavier.
Should i be happy.?
I dunno.
I'm no longer happy anymore.
U said i depend u too much.
Yes.
Maybe.
Guess u tired been with me.
Don worry,
I will go away when i feel something wrong.
I will not thick skin stick with u.
I will leave to give u back your happiness.

原来太爱一个人也有错...

2010-04-15T20:14:00.001+08:00

Can you pls kindly be good boy to me this few day?
Can you concern me more this few day?
My mind still confused alot of thing.
Can you pls ease my mind :(
Pls learn to love me?
My heart was not good this few day.
Not feeling well, when morning wake up.
Vomit 2 times this morning.
I got no appetite this two days.
I'm still very down...

How long u didnt hold my hand when u drive?
How long u didnt bring me go eat what i want?
How long u didnt give me good night kiss?
How long u didnt sms me 1st?
How long u didnt call me 1st?
How long u didnt hug me thightly?
When you going to tell your friend actually you are attach?

I dunno..

Confused girl

2010-04-15T09:12:00.000+08:00

I saw patrick leave me the msg on facebook this morning. I m abit happy. But who knows wat happen last night. I m not there. Really want built up the trust again. But it seems so difficult. Out of 10 couple, only 1 couple will allow his bf go. But sorry i m not that 1 couple that allow my bf go. My heart not big. 我一点都不大方… 明明知道是个不好的地方，却要眼睁睁看你去…你知道是什么感觉吗？等一天你真的爱上一个你很爱的女孩子，你就会知道我的感觉，我心里是多么希望你不要去… 可是不管我说什么你都想去… 我还能说什么？i don know. Sometime not i don trust u. I dom trust how the girl over there. Who knows how the girl touch u? Well. U said they come to work, and they only want money. Not all the girl think this way. Some only want love, find someone get marry here and get PR. Hais. U never know my worry. U only concern abt yourself. U forget abt there is someone at home worry this and that. U dunoo. U never know. :(

2010-04-14T21:36:00.002+08:00

曾经有个人，为了我不在去clubbing.
可是我没有接受他，我也不爱他。
因为我最爱的就是你，
如今你却这么的喜欢去clubbing，
我说什么也没用，
你却一直在做一些让我伤心的事。。。
我好累。
真的。
看到你回来我真的很开心。
可是原来你还是选择离开...
好痛,
好无助，
好辛苦，
真的好想死掉。。

你真的好自私。。。

2010-04-14T20:01:00.002+08:00

No matter how much i say, i do.
My words is just nothing.
Can i die now?
Can i leave the world without love?
Can i?
If the person you love the most don care about you?
How will u feel?
I hate this world.
SELFISH world.
Jump down is too terrible for me.
I don dare.
I prefer die peacefully...
I believe no one will sad for me.
I m just mean nothing to everyone..
My bro, my parent they will still live well without me.
The world still turns without me.
My facebook still be there forever without me.

This world is so cruel to me.
Y?
If so y that time when i just born, kill me immediately. y should i suffer so much. so much......
I'm so tired.
I'm so tired.
I'm so tired.