Thursday, December 31, 2009 @ 8:44 PM
2010 reaching in 4 hours time. Last year this timing i'm on the way to hospital due to stomach pain. Very serious but you are not there with me, you were working. Called you countless time you failed to pick up, msg u countless msg, u failed to reply. Til 2am u called, but too late. I aldy left the hospital and go home. Do you want know why? Actually around 12.05am Doctor woke me up, said happy new year to me and ask me how i feel? I feel better but I'm still pain, But i insist want go home, cos everyone patient in hospital got someone there accompany, But i m all alone. no family no you. Nothing... DO YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL? You don, i guess u forget everything til now. All i m alone. This year, I'm at home. Alone. How empty my heart is? U don know at all. NOW, u will be saying, u can go find friends de ma. Yes, I don have friend. Frankly speaking i got no good friend. I don have. I don have any. Due to drop out school too early i really don have any good friend at all... No one. I'm all alone. 我觉得自己做人很失败， 从小到大我都是没人要的小孩, 现在也一样...  PS: What if one day sudden i die in accident will there be anyone crying for me? PSS: Happy new year for those ppl reading my blog. (: PSSS: 我不怪你，我知道你要做工，我怪我自己做人很失败，怪我自己没朋友，没人缘, 来错世界来错这个不属于我的世界... Labels: Last post for 2009
Wednesday, December 30, 2009 @ 9:19 PM
1 When you say goodbye, hug her for that extra moment, even if people are watching.2 Make her feel important: Talk to her, sincerely ask her if she is alright if she seems sad or hurt.3 Stand up for her.4 Buy her something personal. Or, better yet, make her something.5 If she tells you that she loves you, kiss her lightly, than whisper "I love you more" while you are still touching her lips.6 Take her out, even not to an expensive dinner or the movies. Sometimes where you first met or a walk around the park can be very romantic.7 Hold her hand when you're with your friends.8 Share inside jokes.9 If there is a food she loves, buy it and surprise her.10 Always call her back, even if it's just to say I love you.11 If she is lagging behind, pick her up in your arms and carry her.12 Randomly give her a peck on the forehead, nose, cheek, etc...13 Look her deep in her eyes.14 Gather her up in your arms and kiss the top of her head.15 Love her at her worst.16 Give her your sweatshirt and cuddle with her.17 Pick her up and spin her around.18 Laugh with her, not at her.19 Listen to music with her, and with same headphones, of course!20 Listen to everything she says21 Tell her how much you love her22 Always ask her what would make her happy that you could do.
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Tuesday, December 29, 2009 @ 9:23 PM
So hungry... So tired...
Friday, December 25, 2009 @ 8:01 PM
M e r r y C h r i s t m a s!!! Dear Miss Hoon, Christin, Gifford thank you for Christmas present (: And weiwei, Thanks you for the mms (:  It's Christmas but wher are you? WORK!!! Everyone at home celebrating. But y i always alone! Msg you tell you i hope next year i can celebrate all occasion with you, YOU FUCKING IDIOT REPLY ME WAT? "CANNOT BE" What kind answer is this? When you MR HOO CHEONG WEN TELL ME GIVE ME HAPPINESS BUT END UP WHAT!!! Give me LONELY!!! All occasion you are you working. YES! I'm complaining now!!! Know how my heart feel when i saw ppl got bf accompany but I'm all alone!!!! HATE U! HATE U! HATE U!!! Never make effort for me!!! YOUR MINDS ONLY KNOWS WORK!!! I'm always the one keep meeting you for movie, dinner, etc. Could you kindly think how i feel? I believe your mind now is thinking, Since i complaint so much y not just break up? AM I RITE? I can but i don want. Because I love you. I want you change. I want you 在乎我，关心我， 疼我多一点... I want you to know I'm important too. I don want BREAK UP!!!!!!!
CAN YOU FUCKING WAKE UP and think how i feel? How long you want to leave me like that? Do i deserve the way u treating me? Have you ever walk into my heart? Do you still rmb those word you said to me before? "Apple, Choose me i wont make u regret, I will give you happiness!" DID YOU FORGET EVERYTHING!?!?! I bet you forget everything.
I know you busy. I know you your work 压的你喘不过气．．． But pls pls pls make some effort on me. I'm just a normal girl. I need someone love, someone acc, someone care. PS:Wen, i really hope we could last long. Don make me sad, will you? I got no family love and i don really have any true friend. Pls learn to love me instead ignoring me. Its hurts...
Labels: lonely Christmas
Wednesday, December 23, 2009 @ 10:52 PM
Hmmm, Where should i start? I dunno. alot thing to say. Heard bro say Dad not staying home for quite long. Wonder how is he doing. :( Hais. He one person running the shop. I dunno he one person can crop anot. Hais :( So sad.... 2molo company celebrating Christmas eve. half day job (: HAPPY! ^_^ Okie. I did quite well this month. LOL. Claps for myself (: Cannot 骄傲，must be humble. Must do better (: Jia you apple (:
Monday, December 21, 2009 @ 11:47 PM
I'm in love with 下一站幸福 。。。 pS: 下一站我会幸福吗？
Saturday, December 19, 2009 @ 4:23 PM
Thanks everyone for the birthday wishes. Thanks YOU for came down to my office fetch me, bring me for dinner. Yet i stiill keep throwing my temper, due to some problem, i give you attitudes. I admit my temper bad. I admit i care too much. I admit i make you angry. I'm Sorry. It's was my birthday. But y m i unhappy? P/s: Some ppl say buy me this, buy me that on my birthday. BUT end up nothing. FAKE ppl.. You know who m i talking to.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 @ 8:26 PM
有个人曾经跟我说＂ 如果他对你不好，那就算了＂ 可是这是不可能的事. 因为我就那么的爱他...
PS; I never talk about nonsense, do you know your answer very important to me? You don..
I saw someone background almost 100% same as you. beside with a girl, size was like her. At Pasir Ris...
I don want to ask, I'm just sacared. :(
Sunday, December 13, 2009 @ 4:09 PM
This morning, after bath stand on the weigh, GUESS what is my weight now? 42kgI was like huh?The weigh machine spoilt huh?zzz..=.=den i want again.Still the same.I was 48kg 3 months ago, den 1 months ago was 45kg, den now 42kg.Should i be happy or worried?I dunno.Birtdhay fall on coming friday...从小到大我都是一个人， 对我来说没人记得我的生日， 我也慢慢的不在乎了.. PS:Actually i wanted to go with you.
But i got no time to bath.
Your friends is waiting for you.
What else i can do? This few day i was thinking i want go or don want...
Actually from that day you told me about history of previous love.
My heart feels uneasy.
Alot of uneasy,unhappy, worried.
I dunno what to do.
What if one day she return will you go back or what?
i dunno.
She is the one you love most, cos of her you learn how to speak thai. Maybe still got others thing that i dunno.
Den you tell me you blame that someone who like you, maybe say abt bad word in front of her,
thats why the girl you love the most not with you.
Your life 2nd gf.
I dunno whether you still contact her anot?
And the 3rd ones.
Knowing you love her alot. Just like how much you love the 1st girl.
I knew you aldy stop contact her. But, I dunno whether one day the history will repeat to me one more time.
I'm scared.; I'm afraid.
I cannot get hurt anymore. You know it clearly.
My mind is all fill up with question marks...
Actually to be honest.
I feel insecure with you.
I mean that you could lie to me anytime as what you done before.
I want ask myself stop thinking the bad ones, but you i really cannot.
I'm really sorry...
Will you pls prove or do something let me feel you actually care for me?累了...
Saturday, December 12, 2009 @ 8:53 PM
Random Post. Haha. :D Pls ignore my messy background :P 
@ 6:57 PM
Hello! (: So bored la. lol. But once i log in Who live near you. 35 msg. O_o All is guys. Well, i really lazy reply some of them.. Sorry ar. I'm lazy person. :D Recently newspaper all about Tiger Woods. So do a research about him. haha :X 
Eldrick Tont "Tiger" Woods(born December 30, 1975) is an American professional golfer whose achievements to date rank him among the most successful golfers of all time. Currently the World No. 1, he was the highest-paid professional athlete in 2008, having earned an estimated $110 million from winnings and endorsements.
Woods has won fourteen professional major golf championships, the second highest of any male player, and 71 PGA Tour events, third all time.He has more career major wins and career PGA Tour wins than any other active golfer. He is the youngest player to achieve the career Grand Slam, and the youngest and fastest to win 50 tournaments on tour.
Woods has held the number one position in the world rankings for the most consecutive weeks and for the greatest total number of weeks. He has been awarded PGA Player of the Year a record ten times,the Byron Nelson Award for lowest adjusted scoring average a record eight times, and has the record of leading the money list in nine different seasons. He has been named Associated Press Male Athlete of the Year a record-tying four times, and is the only person to be named Sports Illustrated's Sportsman of the Year more than once.
Since his record-breaking win at the 1997 Masters Tournament, golf's increased popularity is attributed to Woods' presence. He is credited for dramatically increasing prize money in golf, generating interest in new audiences as the first non-white person to win the Masters, and for drawing the largest TV audiences in golf history.
See how great he is, But
Car accident and alleged affairs
On November 27, 2009, Woods had a minor car accident near his home in the gated community of Isleworth, the Orlando suburb.
Woods was leaving his home around 2:30 a.m. (EST) in his SUV, a 2009 Cadillac Escalade, when he collided with a hedge, a fire hydrant, and finally a tree down the street.The Florida Highway Patrol said that the crash was not alcohol-related, but conducted an investigation. Woods was taken to the hospital and treated for minor facial lacerations.He was later cited for careless driving.
The incident was accompanied by reports and speculation about marital difficulties between Woods and his wife, Elin Nordegren. The Windermere, Florida, police chief, Daniel Saylor, said that Nordegren had used a golf club to break the rear window of the sport utility vehicle to help extricate him.Two days after the accident, Woods issued a statement saying it was his fault, but was a private matter; he also praised his wife Elin for getting him out of the car.Details about what caused the accident were not revealed. Amid media speculation about the accident, Woods announced that he would not attend his own charity golf tournament, the Chevron World Challenge, or any other remaining tournaments in 2009.The accident fanned interest in a The National Enquirer story that the tabloid had published two days beforehand. The story claimed that Woods had an affair with nightclub manager Rachel Uchitel,a claim she denied. Woods may have alluded to the story in his statement about the accident, saying "the many false, unfounded, and malicious rumors that are currently circulating about my family and me are irresponsible".
Despite his statement, interest in the story grew until San Diego cocktail waitress Jaimee Grubbs publicly claimed, in gossip magazine Us Weekly, that she had a two and a half year affair with Woods, producing voice and text messages that she says Woods left her. According to Grubbs, she first met Woods on April 13, 2007 in Las Vegas, and soon began an affair that ended in October 2009. The same day there were reports that a Las Vegas nightclub promoter had also been seeing him, though she "neither confirmed nor denied an affair". Woods released an apology on the same day the stories were published, expressing regret for "transgressions" and saying "I have let my family down". Woods was not specific about the reason for the apology, but requested privacy.Lawyers acting on his behalf obtained an jesinjunction in the High Court of Justice of England and Wales on December 11, 2009, preventing unspecified claims about his private life from being published in the UK press.The order itself specifically prohibited the publication of any images of Woods naked or having sexual intercourse, without confirming the existence of such images.
On December 11, about two weeks after the car accident, Woods admitted to "infidelity" in a PR statement released on his website and announced an indefinite hiatus from professional golf.
Woods has said he will not play in another tournament this year. The pull-out comes after he spent much of 2008 and part of this year on the sidelines because of knee surgery. "I have let my family down". Is that too late to say? He has earned more than $1 billion in his rapid 13-year rise to the top of the golfing world. Well, What can i said? Men all sinned. No man is above another. Elin. Rip Tiger Woods all you want in private. But is there any need to take it public like you did? Tiger Woods Prenup Renegotiated It was leaked that Tiger and Elin are renegotiating their prenuptial agreement, giving her a reported $75 million immediately. He is allegedly paying her off so she’ll pretend that she forgives him, and she’ll continue playing the part of his wife in social settings. WTF!!!!!!! I can forgive moral indiscretions without condoning them. I can turn the other cheek. But when someone uses their billion-dollar wealth to manipulate the behavior of other people and buy the image they are trying to project, I think it’s woefully pathetic. Tiger – how about losing the Tiger Woods corporate enterprise image, and start being a human being with normal life? When a guy is too rich, thy cannot control themselves. of cos ard them will gather alot of bees too.. The bees are very smart. They don care about whether the person got family, got wife or got kids, they only think for money, and the men only think of her pussy. But when your bf or husband leads him to start thinking of cheating?The No. 1 sign is more time being spent away from home. The No. 2 sign was less sex, and the No. 3 sign was avoidance of your contact, like cell-phone calls. What these things are saying is that a man is emotionally and sexually moving away from a spouse. But when women approach their husband of bf with this issue then there's already a problem even if he's not cheating. When he says, "no way" or "what are you, crazy?" a lot of times the conversation ends there. That's remarkable to me because that's the last thing that should happen. The conversation should continue to where she says, "Listen, maybe you're cheating on me or maybe you're telling me the truth, but the fact that I'm asking you this means we are way out of sync. What are we going to do now to get back into sync?" No. 2, if you really think he is cheating—and he won't admit to it—then you should look at his cell-phone records or his e-mail. The next thing going up the ladder is a GPS magnet that you can place on his car to see if he's being honest about where he's been. Another option is hiring [a private] investigator or asking him to take a lie-detector test.
They will never admit what they done. Men really make me feel insecure. Is there still any faithful men? PS: If one day you rich will you be the same? I dunno. no one knows.
Thursday, December 10, 2009 @ 9:53 PM
 The Cakes by Noel gift.
Birthday is coming... 8 days more.
Make a wish for a bouquet of rose flower or ferrero rocher bouquet. WAHAHA Birdnest, Handphones, Bags, Laptop,
Money. WAHAHA.
PS, I say don like means don like. You you want make me angry den go ahead... You will never understand how i feel in my heart. Only thinks yourself! SELFISH Sunday, December 6, 2009 @ 12:59 PM
12 days more. so far, yet so near. Anyone remember?
Friday, December 4, 2009 @ 10:04 PM
  这就是幸福....      This is happiness (:
Congratulation weiwei. Now you are the world most 幸福的女人
Sunday, November 29, 2009 @ 12:43 PM
I'm here to do a proper updated. LOL.. Been very very busy after i got to MISA travel work.. Monday to Saturday i need to wake up 7am. Life is more happening n more STRESS T.T Everyday i must be alert all the time to make sure that those ticket i quote to customer is correct price...Otherwise, i will get myself in deep trouble. Of cos must sure i hit my target for the month, because i don want disappoint anyone.. But is not easy to hit target at all.. Bf, he was so busy recently. Cannot blame. Cos he was really busy with work. Whenever i disturb him, he will say go find friend acc u la!!. =.= But seriously i don have much friend,Due to drop up school early... I don even have best friend. All is just normal friend. Not very close one. It very difficult to find a good friend. Oh well. Indeed my life is quite bored. Sigh, what to do? Don talk about it anymore. 2 molo is weiwei big day, will be helping her up (: Well, when is my turn? Maybe no one want end up. Nvm, i can adopte children, den i look after. (: well, Now still must earn money. MONEY!!! wahaha (: PS: sorry
Friday, November 27, 2009 @ 10:27 PM
I'm so HUNGRY, in fact i aldy taken my dinner. T.T Hmmm, actually got alot to say. But lazy to type. only think i want to say is GOOD nigth(: PS: I hope i make a right choice
Sunday, November 22, 2009 @ 10:44 PM
希望是我想太多... 或许我真的是你的负担。
@ 5:49 PM
我想要一束满天星...
Friday, November 20, 2009 @ 9:44 PM
知道你很忙， 知道你也很烦， 知道你也很压力， 我都帮不了你。 对不起， 是我不好， 是我还不够成熟， 是我不了解你， 是我自己一直过不了自己那关， 我很想很想告诉自己， Apple,你长大了， 要自己一个人坚强一点， 看开一点， 可是我真的做不到... 觉得自己好无助... 因为我身边的人，都过得很幸福.. 每天我看到周围的人， 他们回家有妈妈煮好晚餐等他们回去吃， 有兄弟姐妹吵架， 而我，总是一个人. 一直望期待有一个属于自己的家， 可是这个愿望离我好远好远， 我根本看不到. 每次我都想，老天爷， 我一出生就没人要. 当初你把我带大这个世界来干嘛？ 就是要折磨我吗？ 如果真的是这样我宁愿那时就把我闷死， 可是我已经长大了， 我觉得这个世界好现实，好残酷，好无情... 讨厌自己属于这个世界,更讨厌自己... 为什么别人都过得很幸福？ 而我呢？ How i wish i can be a baby forever. Never grow up.. PS:Dearest, how i wish you will here to wipe my tears. But you are working. Will you love me more? Will you dotes me more?
Saturday, November 14, 2009 @ 5:02 PM
I want drink bird nest! :( I want flower. I WANT NEW PHONE!
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 @ 9:28 PM
http://de-a-shop.blogspot.com/OFFICALLY OPEN! FINALLY PLS VISIT! PEARLYN OH!PLS COME (:
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 @ 9:08 PM
I wish I wish I wish to be alone. Find a new place. No one else. Myself, alone. PS, I really trying hard, very hard. But i feel i m alone. Do u feel my heart is lonely?
Sunday, November 8, 2009 @ 11:55 PM
Recently, i feel that i get angry very easily! By right i should finish my blogshop by today,but til now, i didnt even finish. SIGH! Stupid laptop keep give me problems. Lag one whole day while i edit the pic. :( N my STUPID HP! Cannot even receive some of my friend msg. HP + LAPTOP = I feel like throwing them away all! 2molo new week start, I M STRESS UP again. N stupid PERIOD come earlier on day! Make my stomach so pain! Every thing come piss me off! ARG!!! I NEED MONEY!!!!$$$$$$$$$ I want new hp, new laptop la!!!!
@ 12:06 PM
The start this new month, I feel very unlucky n stress up. :( Ppl been book n cancel away the booking the following days. I don even know whats going on. Ytd was more worse. (don wish to say too much) Hais. :( What should i do? I don want to disappoint anyone. Blogshop thing i gonna be finish doing all the photo by tonight, n officially open by 2 molo.. My luck pls come back to me! After so many job i work before, this most stress me up! :( PS: WEIWEI! Congratulation ! I will be there on 30 Nov (:
@ 11:39 AM
Hmmm,Sometime i really wonder, u very free, Mr Zane Lam Tzyy Sin..U can come down all the way to chinatown look for me?zzz.. Zane Lam Tzyy Sin November 3 at 2:35pm
Why are there no pictures of you and your bf together? You might as well find someone you will be happy with and put your pictures together. Of cos that person wont necessary be me. Anyway I hope you will be happy and well always.What u mean by "Of cos that person wont necessary be me"? Of cos i wont choose u at all! Who r u? I don even know who u r?zzzz =.= Pls wake up, find someone else near to your age. U are not my type! PLS don email me anymore! THANKS. appreciated!
Wednesday, November 4, 2009 @ 9:31 PM
Hello! Last month my sales not bad. But this month really bad.. :( I m very stress up.. I don want to disappoint anyone. :( SO PLS ＨＥＬＰ ME ＢＵｙ ＡＩＲｔｉｃｋｅｔ！！！ Anway from taiwan clothing arrived. Going to open my blogshop soon. WIsh me good luck (: 我想让自己过得好一点， 我想给自己买一个新电话， 我想努力做工赚多一点钱， 把我的脸上的痘痘治好。 买想买的东西， 把欠朋友的钱全部还清， 让后开始存钱．．． 突然我想自己一个人， 因为有你，好像有没有你．．． 一直我都希望你会变成一个疼我的男朋友， 可是你．．． 好像一点也不在乎我。 真的很想放弃了．．． 或许你也累吧．．．
@ 12:30 AM
goodnights! will blog tomolo. (: Ps: I'm tired. u know?
Saturday, October 24, 2009 @ 10:23 PM
现在的我， 一点也不开心... 我们之间的话越来越少， You are also busy work, But I hope you can spend more time with me ... Every time you say that my blog no something different,always same ... But you have changed? I think you always don't give a damn what I said ... There may be u change, but short ... I really can't figure out what u want ... Know that I am stupid, Doing wrong ... Know every time I got in trouble, You in an awkward position ... Know that I am useless, everytime give u trouble ... Know that I don't really understand you, Yet do something you don't like ... Know you are busy, But I still disturb you .. Know you're pressure, But I can't help you ... Know that's we go no topic between us, But I hope you can chat with me ... Know that I am your burden ... I really want to give up, But I know I would 舍不得 ... Know you have a hard time, I also have a hard time .. PS: If heaven could let me choose one more time, i rather be single. Fall in love is easy, but in a relationship is difficult.
Friday, October 23, 2009 @ 11:45 PM
Had my dinner with Jess. Actually with got MR LS, end up he aeroplane me. NVM lor. Anyway he got me perfume & chocolates. THANKS ar (: 
I like it (: Thanks... Sorry for the past. It aldy past. (:
遇到你真正爱的人时─ 要努力争取和他相伴一生的机会。因为当他离去时，一切都来不及了。 2.遇到可相信的朋友时─ 要好好和他相处下去。因为在人的一生中，可遇到知己真的不易。 3.遇到人生中的贵人时─ 要记得好好感激，因为他是你人生的转折点。 4.遇到曾经爱过的人时─ 记得微笑向他感激，因为他是让你更懂爱的人。 5.遇到曾经恨过的人时─ 要微笑向他打招呼，因为他让你更加坚强。 6.遇到曾经背叛你的人时─ 要跟他好好聊一聊，因为若不是他，今天你不会懂这世界。 7.遇到曾经偷偷喜欢的人时─ 要祝他幸福唷！因为你喜欢他时不是希望他幸福快乐吗？ 8.遇到匆匆离开你人生的人时─ 要谢谢他走过你的人生，因为他是你精采回忆的一部分。 9.遇到曾经和你有误会的人时─ 要趁现在解清误会，因为你可能只有这一次机会解释清楚。 10.遇到现在和你相伴一生的人─ 要百分百感谢他爱你，因为你们现在都得到幸福和真爱。 在关心男女朋友....好朋友的同时. DOn think too much (: Glad we still friend (: PS: I dunno wat to say anymore, u say i everyday saying same thing. I know i m. But ...
Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 11:51 PM
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What about me?Had u ever think for me? U want me to understand u more, not to give u burden, BUT u? Did u ever find time for me? Did u think for me? Do u know how i feel? NO,NOTHING u done.
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如果有一天你遇到一个你爱的人，
可是他不是那么的爱你，
我希望你选择放弃，
因为不管你怎么努力，
他都不会比你还要爱他...
爱一个人很难...
最后都是一个人伤痕累累...
你最爱的,往往没有选择你最爱你的,往往不是你最爱的而最长久的,偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人
No one knows how bad she feel when she alone...
A silent tear...
A broken smile...
She always tried to be strong, but is not at all..
Can anyone make her happy?
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I don like liar
i don like pervert
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♥}last long with boyfriend ♥
{♥}new wallet
{♥}Sony T77 :D
{♥}new black bag
{♥}new white bag
{♥}more flowers
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{♥}pimple-less
{♥}earn more money
{♥}at least 1k in my bank
{♥}cry less
{♥}happy more
{♥}marry before 21
{♥}LASTLY, i need more friend
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Thursday, December 31, 2009 @ 8:44 PM
2010 reaching in 4 hours time. Last year this timing i'm on the way to hospital due to stomach pain. Very serious but you are not there with me, you were working. Called you countless time you failed to pick up, msg u countless msg, u failed to reply. Til 2am u called, but too late. I aldy left the hospital and go home. Do you want know why? Actually around 12.05am Doctor woke me up, said happy new year to me and ask me how i feel? I feel better but I'm still pain, But i insist want go home, cos everyone patient in hospital got someone there accompany, But i m all alone. no family no you. Nothing... DO YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL? You don, i guess u forget everything til now. All i m alone. This year, I'm at home. Alone. How empty my heart is? U don know at all. NOW, u will be saying, u can go find friends de ma. Yes, I don have friend. Frankly speaking i got no good friend. I don have. I don have any. Due to drop out school too early i really don have any good friend at all... No one. I'm all alone. 我觉得自己做人很失败， 从小到大我都是没人要的小孩, 现在也一样... PS: What if one day sudden i die in accident will there be anyone crying for me? PSS: Happy new year for those ppl reading my blog. (: PSSS: 我不怪你，我知道你要做工，我怪我自己做人很失败，怪我自己没朋友，没人缘, 来错世界来错这个不属于我的世界... Labels: Last post for 2009
Wednesday, December 30, 2009 @ 9:19 PM
1 When you say goodbye, hug her for that extra moment, even if people are watching.2 Make her feel important: Talk to her, sincerely ask her if she is alright if she seems sad or hurt.3 Stand up for her.4 Buy her something personal. Or, better yet, make her something.5 If she tells you that she loves you, kiss her lightly, than whisper "I love you more" while you are still touching her lips.6 Take her out, even not to an expensive dinner or the movies. Sometimes where you first met or a walk around the park can be very romantic.7 Hold her hand when you're with your friends.8 Share inside jokes.9 If there is a food she loves, buy it and surprise her.10 Always call her back, even if it's just to say I love you.11 If she is lagging behind, pick her up in your arms and carry her.12 Randomly give her a peck on the forehead, nose, cheek, etc...13 Look her deep in her eyes.14 Gather her up in your arms and kiss the top of her head.15 Love her at her worst.16 Give her your sweatshirt and cuddle with her.17 Pick her up and spin her around.18 Laugh with her, not at her.19 Listen to music with her, and with same headphones, of course!20 Listen to everything she says21 Tell her how much you love her22 Always ask her what would make her happy that you could do.
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Tuesday, December 29, 2009 @ 9:23 PM
So hungry... So tired...
Friday, December 25, 2009 @ 8:01 PM
M e r r y C h r i s t m a s!!! Dear Miss Hoon, Christin, Gifford thank you for Christmas present (: And weiwei, Thanks you for the mms (: It's Christmas but wher are you? WORK!!! Everyone at home celebrating. But y i always alone! Msg you tell you i hope next year i can celebrate all occasion with you, YOU FUCKING IDIOT REPLY ME WAT? "CANNOT BE" What kind answer is this? When you MR HOO CHEONG WEN TELL ME GIVE ME HAPPINESS BUT END UP WHAT!!! Give me LONELY!!! All occasion you are you working. YES! I'm complaining now!!! Know how my heart feel when i saw ppl got bf accompany but I'm all alone!!!! HATE U! HATE U! HATE U!!! Never make effort for me!!! YOUR MINDS ONLY KNOWS WORK!!! I'm always the one keep meeting you for movie, dinner, etc. Could you kindly think how i feel? I believe your mind now is thinking, Since i complaint so much y not just break up? AM I RITE? I can but i don want. Because I love you. I want you change. I want you 在乎我，关心我， 疼我多一点... I want you to know I'm important too. I don want BREAK UP!!!!!!!
CAN YOU FUCKING WAKE UP and think how i feel? How long you want to leave me like that? Do i deserve the way u treating me? Have you ever walk into my heart? Do you still rmb those word you said to me before? "Apple, Choose me i wont make u regret, I will give you happiness!" DID YOU FORGET EVERYTHING!?!?! I bet you forget everything.
I know you busy. I know you your work 压的你喘不过气．．． But pls pls pls make some effort on me. I'm just a normal girl. I need someone love, someone acc, someone care. PS:Wen, i really hope we could last long. Don make me sad, will you? I got no family love and i don really have any true friend. Pls learn to love me instead ignoring me. Its hurts...
Labels: lonely Christmas
Wednesday, December 23, 2009 @ 10:52 PM
Hmmm, Where should i start? I dunno. alot thing to say. Heard bro say Dad not staying home for quite long. Wonder how is he doing. :( Hais. He one person running the shop. I dunno he one person can crop anot. Hais :( So sad.... 2molo company celebrating Christmas eve. half day job (: HAPPY! ^_^ Okie. I did quite well this month. LOL. Claps for myself (: Cannot 骄傲，must be humble. Must do better (: Jia you apple (:
Monday, December 21, 2009 @ 11:47 PM
I'm in love with 下一站幸福 。。。 pS: 下一站我会幸福吗？
Saturday, December 19, 2009 @ 4:23 PM
Thanks everyone for the birthday wishes. Thanks YOU for came down to my office fetch me, bring me for dinner. Yet i stiill keep throwing my temper, due to some problem, i give you attitudes. I admit my temper bad. I admit i care too much. I admit i make you angry. I'm Sorry. It's was my birthday. But y m i unhappy? P/s: Some ppl say buy me this, buy me that on my birthday. BUT end up nothing. FAKE ppl.. You know who m i talking to.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 @ 8:26 PM
有个人曾经跟我说＂ 如果他对你不好，那就算了＂ 可是这是不可能的事. 因为我就那么的爱他...
PS; I never talk about nonsense, do you know your answer very important to me? You don..
I saw someone background almost 100% same as you. beside with a girl, size was like her. At Pasir Ris...
I don want to ask, I'm just sacared. :(
Sunday, December 13, 2009 @ 4:09 PM
This morning, after bath stand on the weigh, GUESS what is my weight now? 42kgI was like huh?The weigh machine spoilt huh?zzz..=.=den i want again.Still the same.I was 48kg 3 months ago, den 1 months ago was 45kg, den now 42kg.Should i be happy or worried?I dunno.Birtdhay fall on coming friday...从小到大我都是一个人， 对我来说没人记得我的生日， 我也慢慢的不在乎了.. PS:Actually i wanted to go with you.
But i got no time to bath.
Your friends is waiting for you.
What else i can do? This few day i was thinking i want go or don want...
Actually from that day you told me about history of previous love.
My heart feels uneasy.
Alot of uneasy,unhappy, worried.
I dunno what to do.
What if one day she return will you go back or what?
i dunno.
She is the one you love most, cos of her you learn how to speak thai. Maybe still got others thing that i dunno.
Den you tell me you blame that someone who like you, maybe say abt bad word in front of her,
thats why the girl you love the most not with you.
Your life 2nd gf.
I dunno whether you still contact her anot?
And the 3rd ones.
Knowing you love her alot. Just like how much you love the 1st girl.
I knew you aldy stop contact her. But, I dunno whether one day the history will repeat to me one more time.
I'm scared.; I'm afraid.
I cannot get hurt anymore. You know it clearly.
My mind is all fill up with question marks...
Actually to be honest.
I feel insecure with you.
I mean that you could lie to me anytime as what you done before.
I want ask myself stop thinking the bad ones, but you i really cannot.
I'm really sorry...
Will you pls prove or do something let me feel you actually care for me?累了...
Saturday, December 12, 2009 @ 8:53 PM
Random Post. Haha. :D Pls ignore my messy background :P
@ 6:57 PM
Hello! (: So bored la. lol. But once i log in Who live near you. 35 msg. O_o All is guys. Well, i really lazy reply some of them.. Sorry ar. I'm lazy person. :D Recently newspaper all about Tiger Woods. So do a research about him. haha :X
Eldrick Tont "Tiger" Woods(born December 30, 1975) is an American professional golfer whose achievements to date rank him among the most successful golfers of all time. Currently the World No. 1, he was the highest-paid professional athlete in 2008, having earned an estimated $110 million from winnings and endorsements.
Woods has won fourteen professional major golf championships, the second highest of any male player, and 71 PGA Tour events, third all time.He has more career major wins and career PGA Tour wins than any other active golfer. He is the youngest player to achieve the career Grand Slam, and the youngest and fastest to win 50 tournaments on tour.
Woods has held the number one position in the world rankings for the most consecutive weeks and for the greatest total number of weeks. He has been awarded PGA Player of the Year a record ten times,the Byron Nelson Award for lowest adjusted scoring average a record eight times, and has the record of leading the money list in nine different seasons. He has been named Associated Press Male Athlete of the Year a record-tying four times, and is the only person to be named Sports Illustrated's Sportsman of the Year more than once.
Since his record-breaking win at the 1997 Masters Tournament, golf's increased popularity is attributed to Woods' presence. He is credited for dramatically increasing prize money in golf, generating interest in new audiences as the first non-white person to win the Masters, and for drawing the largest TV audiences in golf history.
See how great he is, But
Car accident and alleged affairs
On November 27, 2009, Woods had a minor car accident near his home in the gated community of Isleworth, the Orlando suburb.
Woods was leaving his home around 2:30 a.m. (EST) in his SUV, a 2009 Cadillac Escalade, when he collided with a hedge, a fire hydrant, and finally a tree down the street.The Florida Highway Patrol said that the crash was not alcohol-related, but conducted an investigation. Woods was taken to the hospital and treated for minor facial lacerations.He was later cited for careless driving.
The incident was accompanied by reports and speculation about marital difficulties between Woods and his wife, Elin Nordegren. The Windermere, Florida, police chief, Daniel Saylor, said that Nordegren had used a golf club to break the rear window of the sport utility vehicle to help extricate him.Two days after the accident, Woods issued a statement saying it was his fault, but was a private matter; he also praised his wife Elin for getting him out of the car.Details about what caused the accident were not revealed. Amid media speculation about the accident, Woods announced that he would not attend his own charity golf tournament, the Chevron World Challenge, or any other remaining tournaments in 2009.The accident fanned interest in a The National Enquirer story that the tabloid had published two days beforehand. The story claimed that Woods had an affair with nightclub manager Rachel Uchitel,a claim she denied. Woods may have alluded to the story in his statement about the accident, saying "the many false, unfounded, and malicious rumors that are currently circulating about my family and me are irresponsible".
Despite his statement, interest in the story grew until San Diego cocktail waitress Jaimee Grubbs publicly claimed, in gossip magazine Us Weekly, that she had a two and a half year affair with Woods, producing voice and text messages that she says Woods left her. According to Grubbs, she first met Woods on April 13, 2007 in Las Vegas, and soon began an affair that ended in October 2009. The same day there were reports that a Las Vegas nightclub promoter had also been seeing him, though she "neither confirmed nor denied an affair". Woods released an apology on the same day the stories were published, expressing regret for "transgressions" and saying "I have let my family down". Woods was not specific about the reason for the apology, but requested privacy.Lawyers acting on his behalf obtained an jesinjunction in the High Court of Justice of England and Wales on December 11, 2009, preventing unspecified claims about his private life from being published in the UK press.The order itself specifically prohibited the publication of any images of Woods naked or having sexual intercourse, without confirming the existence of such images.
On December 11, about two weeks after the car accident, Woods admitted to "infidelity" in a PR statement released on his website and announced an indefinite hiatus from professional golf.
Woods has said he will not play in another tournament this year. The pull-out comes after he spent much of 2008 and part of this year on the sidelines because of knee surgery. "I have let my family down". Is that too late to say? He has earned more than $1 billion in his rapid 13-year rise to the top of the golfing world. Well, What can i said? Men all sinned. No man is above another. Elin. Rip Tiger Woods all you want in private. But is there any need to take it public like you did? Tiger Woods Prenup Renegotiated It was leaked that Tiger and Elin are renegotiating their prenuptial agreement, giving her a reported $75 million immediately. He is allegedly paying her off so she’ll pretend that she forgives him, and she’ll continue playing the part of his wife in social settings. WTF!!!!!!! I can forgive moral indiscretions without condoning them. I can turn the other cheek. But when someone uses their billion-dollar wealth to manipulate the behavior of other people and buy the image they are trying to project, I think it’s woefully pathetic. Tiger – how about losing the Tiger Woods corporate enterprise image, and start being a human being with normal life? When a guy is too rich, thy cannot control themselves. of cos ard them will gather alot of bees too.. The bees are very smart. They don care about whether the person got family, got wife or got kids, they only think for money, and the men only think of her pussy. But when your bf or husband leads him to start thinking of cheating?The No. 1 sign is more time being spent away from home. The No. 2 sign was less sex, and the No. 3 sign was avoidance of your contact, like cell-phone calls. What these things are saying is that a man is emotionally and sexually moving away from a spouse. But when women approach their husband of bf with this issue then there's already a problem even if he's not cheating. When he says, "no way" or "what are you, crazy?" a lot of times the conversation ends there. That's remarkable to me because that's the last thing that should happen. The conversation should continue to where she says, "Listen, maybe you're cheating on me or maybe you're telling me the truth, but the fact that I'm asking you this means we are way out of sync. What are we going to do now to get back into sync?" No. 2, if you really think he is cheating—and he won't admit to it—then you should look at his cell-phone records or his e-mail. The next thing going up the ladder is a GPS magnet that you can place on his car to see if he's being honest about where he's been. Another option is hiring [a private] investigator or asking him to take a lie-detector test.
They will never admit what they done. Men really make me feel insecure. Is there still any faithful men? PS: If one day you rich will you be the same? I dunno. no one knows.
Thursday, December 10, 2009 @ 9:53 PM
The Cakes by Noel gift.
Birthday is coming... 8 days more.
Make a wish for a bouquet of rose flower or ferrero rocher bouquet. WAHAHA Birdnest, Handphones, Bags, Laptop,
Money. WAHAHA.
PS, I say don like means don like. You you want make me angry den go ahead... You will never understand how i feel in my heart. Only thinks yourself! SELFISH Sunday, December 6, 2009 @ 12:59 PM
12 days more. so far, yet so near. Anyone remember?
Friday, December 4, 2009 @ 10:04 PM
这就是幸福.... This is happiness (:
Congratulation weiwei. Now you are the world most 幸福的女人
Sunday, November 29, 2009 @ 12:43 PM
I'm here to do a proper updated. LOL.. Been very very busy after i got to MISA travel work.. Monday to Saturday i need to wake up 7am. Life is more happening n more STRESS T.T Everyday i must be alert all the time to make sure that those ticket i quote to customer is correct price...Otherwise, i will get myself in deep trouble. Of cos must sure i hit my target for the month, because i don want disappoint anyone.. But is not easy to hit target at all.. Bf, he was so busy recently. Cannot blame. Cos he was really busy with work. Whenever i disturb him, he will say go find friend acc u la!!. =.= But seriously i don have much friend,Due to drop up school early... I don even have best friend. All is just normal friend. Not very close one. It very difficult to find a good friend. Oh well. Indeed my life is quite bored. Sigh, what to do? Don talk about it anymore. 2 molo is weiwei big day, will be helping her up (: Well, when is my turn? Maybe no one want end up. Nvm, i can adopte children, den i look after. (: well, Now still must earn money. MONEY!!! wahaha (: PS: sorry
Friday, November 27, 2009 @ 10:27 PM
I'm so HUNGRY, in fact i aldy taken my dinner. T.T Hmmm, actually got alot to say. But lazy to type. only think i want to say is GOOD nigth(: PS: I hope i make a right choice
Sunday, November 22, 2009 @ 10:44 PM
希望是我想太多... 或许我真的是你的负担。
@ 5:49 PM
我想要一束满天星...
Friday, November 20, 2009 @ 9:44 PM
知道你很忙， 知道你也很烦， 知道你也很压力， 我都帮不了你。 对不起， 是我不好， 是我还不够成熟， 是我不了解你， 是我自己一直过不了自己那关， 我很想很想告诉自己， Apple,你长大了， 要自己一个人坚强一点， 看开一点， 可是我真的做不到... 觉得自己好无助... 因为我身边的人，都过得很幸福.. 每天我看到周围的人， 他们回家有妈妈煮好晚餐等他们回去吃， 有兄弟姐妹吵架， 而我，总是一个人. 一直望期待有一个属于自己的家， 可是这个愿望离我好远好远， 我根本看不到. 每次我都想，老天爷， 我一出生就没人要. 当初你把我带大这个世界来干嘛？ 就是要折磨我吗？ 如果真的是这样我宁愿那时就把我闷死， 可是我已经长大了， 我觉得这个世界好现实，好残酷，好无情... 讨厌自己属于这个世界,更讨厌自己... 为什么别人都过得很幸福？ 而我呢？ How i wish i can be a baby forever. Never grow up.. PS:Dearest, how i wish you will here to wipe my tears. But you are working. Will you love me more? Will you dotes me more?
Saturday, November 14, 2009 @ 5:02 PM
I want drink bird nest! :( I want flower. I WANT NEW PHONE!
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 @ 9:28 PM
http://de-a-shop.blogspot.com/OFFICALLY OPEN! FINALLY PLS VISIT! PEARLYN OH!PLS COME (:
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 @ 9:08 PM
I wish I wish I wish to be alone. Find a new place. No one else. Myself, alone. PS, I really trying hard, very hard. But i feel i m alone. Do u feel my heart is lonely?
Sunday, November 8, 2009 @ 11:55 PM
Recently, i feel that i get angry very easily! By right i should finish my blogshop by today,but til now, i didnt even finish. SIGH! Stupid laptop keep give me problems. Lag one whole day while i edit the pic. :( N my STUPID HP! Cannot even receive some of my friend msg. HP + LAPTOP = I feel like throwing them away all! 2molo new week start, I M STRESS UP again. N stupid PERIOD come earlier on day! Make my stomach so pain! Every thing come piss me off! ARG!!! I NEED MONEY!!!!$$$$$$$$$ I want new hp, new laptop la!!!!
@ 12:06 PM
The start this new month, I feel very unlucky n stress up. :( Ppl been book n cancel away the booking the following days. I don even know whats going on. Ytd was more worse. (don wish to say too much) Hais. :( What should i do? I don want to disappoint anyone. Blogshop thing i gonna be finish doing all the photo by tonight, n officially open by 2 molo.. My luck pls come back to me! After so many job i work before, this most stress me up! :( PS: WEIWEI! Congratulation ! I will be there on 30 Nov (:
@ 11:39 AM
Hmmm,Sometime i really wonder, u very free, Mr Zane Lam Tzyy Sin..U can come down all the way to chinatown look for me?zzz.. Zane Lam Tzyy Sin November 3 at 2:35pm
Why are there no pictures of you and your bf together? You might as well find someone you will be happy with and put your pictures together. Of cos that person wont necessary be me. Anyway I hope you will be happy and well always.What u mean by "Of cos that person wont necessary be me"? Of cos i wont choose u at all! Who r u? I don even know who u r?zzzz =.= Pls wake up, find someone else near to your age. U are not my type! PLS don email me anymore! THANKS. appreciated!
Wednesday, November 4, 2009 @ 9:31 PM
Hello! Last month my sales not bad. But this month really bad.. :( I m very stress up.. I don want to disappoint anyone. :( SO PLS ＨＥＬＰ ME ＢＵｙ ＡＩＲｔｉｃｋｅｔ！！！ Anway from taiwan clothing arrived. Going to open my blogshop soon. WIsh me good luck (: 我想让自己过得好一点， 我想给自己买一个新电话， 我想努力做工赚多一点钱， 把我的脸上的痘痘治好。 买想买的东西， 把欠朋友的钱全部还清， 让后开始存钱．．． 突然我想自己一个人， 因为有你，好像有没有你．．． 一直我都希望你会变成一个疼我的男朋友， 可是你．．． 好像一点也不在乎我。 真的很想放弃了．．． 或许你也累吧．．．
@ 12:30 AM
goodnights! will blog tomolo. (: Ps: I'm tired. u know?
Saturday, October 24, 2009 @ 10:23 PM
现在的我， 一点也不开心... 我们之间的话越来越少， You are also busy work, But I hope you can spend more time with me ... Every time you say that my blog no something different,always same ... But you have changed? I think you always don't give a damn what I said ... There may be u change, but short ... I really can't figure out what u want ... Know that I am stupid, Doing wrong ... Know every time I got in trouble, You in an awkward position ... Know that I am useless, everytime give u trouble ... Know that I don't really understand you, Yet do something you don't like ... Know you are busy, But I still disturb you .. Know you're pressure, But I can't help you ... Know that's we go no topic between us, But I hope you can chat with me ... Know that I am your burden ... I really want to give up, But I know I would 舍不得 ... Know you have a hard time, I also have a hard time .. PS: If heaven could let me choose one more time, i rather be single. Fall in love is easy, but in a relationship is difficult.
Friday, October 23, 2009 @ 11:45 PM
Had my dinner with Jess. Actually with got MR LS, end up he aeroplane me. NVM lor. Anyway he got me perfume & chocolates. THANKS ar (:
I like it (: Thanks... Sorry for the past. It aldy past. (:
遇到你真正爱的人时─ 要努力争取和他相伴一生的机会。因为当他离去时，一切都来不及了。 2.遇到可相信的朋友时─ 要好好和他相处下去。因为在人的一生中，可遇到知己真的不易。 3.遇到人生中的贵人时─ 要记得好好感激，因为他是你人生的转折点。 4.遇到曾经爱过的人时─ 记得微笑向他感激，因为他是让你更懂爱的人。 5.遇到曾经恨过的人时─ 要微笑向他打招呼，因为他让你更加坚强。 6.遇到曾经背叛你的人时─ 要跟他好好聊一聊，因为若不是他，今天你不会懂这世界。 7.遇到曾经偷偷喜欢的人时─ 要祝他幸福唷！因为你喜欢他时不是希望他幸福快乐吗？ 8.遇到匆匆离开你人生的人时─ 要谢谢他走过你的人生，因为他是你精采回忆的一部分。 9.遇到曾经和你有误会的人时─ 要趁现在解清误会，因为你可能只有这一次机会解释清楚。 10.遇到现在和你相伴一生的人─ 要百分百感谢他爱你，因为你们现在都得到幸福和真爱。 在关心男女朋友....好朋友的同时. DOn think too much (: Glad we still friend (: PS: I dunno wat to say anymore, u say i everyday saying same thing. I know i m. But ...
Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 11:51 PM
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ALL U KNOW IS WORK!?!?!
What about me?Had u ever think for me? U want me to understand u more, not to give u burden, BUT u? Did u ever find time for me? Did u think for me? Do u know how i feel? NO,NOTHING u done.
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