Flu, pls go away. i don like u......
After HK alot thing happen.
PNL very bad.
Everything seems bad.
U lied to me again and again.
Can i really believe u?
When can i really start to trust u?
I really hate this kind of feeling...
可是我觉得他们在远离我.。。
我有这么的糟吗?
用我的心真和她们做朋友，但是一个一个都觉得我对他们有企图,
可是我真的一点企图也没有...
没人相信我。。。
我过的好累...
我很在乎身边的每个人，
可是大家似乎把我当成透明...
没人在乎我，
没人了解我，
我觉得自己根本都好像一个人活在这世界，
我过的好辛苦，好痛苦，好累。。。
我好希望有个保护我的人，心疼我，在乎我...
当我哭，为我擦眼泪..
当我需要有个人陪我，会第一时间出现...
我想要的就是这么简单...
PS: 你明白吗？
PS：我的守护天使你在哪里？？？
PS: When was de last time u make me smile?
PS: Sometime i really hope u concern me more than anything but i find out is impossible....
but I LOST THE CAMERA!!!!
I'm so sad.
Thank you to my careless..
Hong Kong was really 买东西，吃东西，买东西，吃东西，买东西，吃东西，买东西，吃东西...
Haha...
Well, Frankly speaking the things over there quite ex. =.=
I'm poor la... :/
Not rich person.
Actually got alot to say. but I'm lazy to blog.
to be continue.......
Ps: U nv try to give me the best i want...
How are you doing?
U are only one that i can spill out everything here.
Something happen before i left to hong kong trip...
I'm so sad that morning.
I dunno what to say.
SAD.
tears drop n drop n drop...
SO pain.
Y there no one trust me, no one believe me.
Am i really born to be so worst?
Y is there no one trusting me?
好累...
One more friends ard me is getting marry.
Happy for them. (:
When is my turn?
Speechless...
5 more days to Hong Kong trip...
Yet i got no mood.
Whats wrong with me?!?!?
Suppose to be happy.
But I'm not!
Inner e heart is so empty...
后记：原来我一点也不快乐.... 你看得出吗？
But i seems not happy at all. :(
I'm scare when I'm not here alot thing may happen.
I sacre history repeat.
I scare u hide things from me.
I scare that "D" bring you to see girl.
I mean guys together of cos will go bad.
OF COS, I'm more scare losing you.
Can you make me believe you?
Can you let me feel secure when i m not ard you?
Hais.
I really feel unsafe.
Help me overcome. Pls my beloved
New lappy coming soon.
Handphone coming soon too!!!
YAY!!!
But i still dunno wat model for my handphone.
Hmmm..
LOL!!!
If you have made mistakes, there is always another chance for you. You may have a fresh start any moment you choose, for this thing we call "failure" is not the falling down, but the staying down.
PS:I really don like office life :(
TIRED!
TIRED!
Keep yawning one whole day today.
Yes. STILL wawawa.
Sales better but still working hard for my BKK trip, my lappy, my hair and my HP!!! Y(^_^)Y
AND of cos my FURTURE!!!!
But STRESSED too!!!!
Pls come buy airticket from me!!!
Wahaha !!!
I WANT TO SLEEP!!!!
PS: You are forever busy :/
Wad done had been done. Had to solve it. 98 more to go. will you still wait by than ? 1 flower, is wad i ask for With Love & Regret, Ah Pui :)
PS: U forget all your promise :(
I know.
But where is your time on me?
Monday u work til 10pm, reach home bath den spend your time on PSP n youtube.
Tuesday u work til 11pm, reach home bath den spend your time on PSP n youtube.
Wednesday u work til 12am, reach home bath den spend your time on PSP n youtube.
Thursday u work til 11pm, reach home bath den spend your time on PSP n youtube.
Friday u work til 4am midnight...
Saturday u work til 7pm, reach home tired, u fall asleep, I'm not feeling well. sleep whole day.
Sunday u work til 2pm, reach home spend your time with family, den watch tv den slp, wake up 4pm, went off work again til tonight.
WHERE IS MY TIME?
You always say u acc me watch tv, acc me sleep.
I DON WANT!
When u sleep, we don talk!
When u watch tv, we don talk!
I REALLY WANT STOP SAYING ALL THIS TIME AGAIN N AGAIN!!!
I don like cry n cry!!!
This last time i telling u. COULD YOU PLS tries to figure out what I really want...!!!!!!!!?
I'm a girl.
Very weak one.
IF u don want to take care me, don want concern me!
PLS YOU SAY OUT!
Don treat me ask toy!
IF YOUR LIFE ONLY GOT WORK, SLEEP, PSP, YOUTUBE, COMIC, ETC.
DEN i ask you,
What you need me for?
你永远也不会心疼我....
你永远也不会在乎我的感受....
你只在乎你自己...
PS: 我去过摩天轮，但是我为什么不幸福呢？
Last night i sleep super early.
LOL.
got BAD headache. :(
Actually got thing wanna write. But i got broken english. LOL.
So don write. HAHA!!!
Where is my LAPPY?!?!
so sad!
I want start to plan my Bangkok trip soon.(:
^_^
Happy lei (:
Need to start save money!!!
Den next year TAIWAN!!! yea (:
HAHAHA!!!
PS: I want to be happy girl!!!
1. Earn more money!!!
2. Find a good friend?!?!?
3. More sales!!!
4. My Dad is doing well!
5. My Mum is doing well!
6. My two brother is doing well!
7. Get my new Hp, either Nokia 5230 or Nokia Mini N97
8. Camera
9. 4 D 3 N Bangkok trip
10. New laptop
11. SELL all the clothing in my blogshop! http://de-a-shop.blogspot.com
12. Cure my sensitive skin, no pimple-less. haha :x
13. New bag.
14. Strike lucky draw, or lottery so i can start to save money. haha :X
15. i want this bouquets!!! I will be very happy if someone give me those. 99 stalk lei. ALL IN RED WILL BE BEST!!! HAHAHA!!! (stop dreaming)
16. This will be cheaper. ( without the green leaf, with million star more nicer) Okie, stop dreaming, return back to reality.
17. Marry soon?!?! whaha ( Impossibles. No one want.)
18. Open shop?!?!?
19. END OF 2010 10k in my bank!!!!!!!
20. WISH everyone happy.
Well. That all...
PS: Someone owe me something, pls return. HCW since last year August. :p
Last year this timing i'm on the way to hospital due to stomach pain.
Very serious but you are not there with me, you were working.
Called you countless time you failed to pick up, msg u countless msg, u failed to reply.
Til 2am u called, but too late.
I aldy left the hospital and go home.
Do you want know why?
Actually around 12.05am Doctor woke me up, said happy new year to me and ask me how i feel?
I feel better but I'm still pain,
But i insist want go home, cos everyone patient in hospital got someone there accompany, But i m all alone. no family no you. Nothing...
DO YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL?
You don, i guess u forget everything til now.
All i m alone.
This year,
I'm at home.
Alone.
How empty my heart is?
U don know at all.
NOW, u will be saying, u can go find friends de ma.
Yes, I don have friend.
Frankly speaking i got no good friend.
I don have.
I don have any.
Due to drop out school too early i really don have any good friend at all...
No one.
I'm all alone.
我觉得自己做人很失败，
从小到大我都是没人要的小孩,
现在也一样...
PS: What if one day sudden i die in accident will there be anyone crying for me?
PSS: Happy new year for those ppl reading my blog. (:
PSSS: 我不怪你，我知道你要做工，我怪我自己做人很失败，怪我自己没朋友，没人缘, 来错世界来错这个不属于我的世界...
Labels: Last post for 2009
- 1When you say goodbye, hug her for that extra moment, even if people are watching.
- 2Make her feel important: Talk to her, sincerely ask her if she is alright if she seems sad or hurt.
- 3Stand up for her.
- 4Buy her something personal. Or, better yet, make her something.
- 5If she tells you that she loves you, kiss her lightly, than whisper "I love you more" while you are still touching her lips.
- 6Take her out, even not to an expensive dinner or the movies. Sometimes where you first met or a walk around the park can be very romantic.
- 7Hold her hand when you're with your friends.
- 8Share inside jokes.
- 9If there is a food she loves, buy it and surprise her.
- 10Always call her back, even if it's just to say I love you.
- 11If she is lagging behind, pick her up in your arms and carry her.
- 12Randomly give her a peck on the forehead, nose, cheek, etc...
- 13Look her deep in her eyes.
- 14Gather her up in your arms and kiss the top of her head.
- 15Love her at her worst.
- 16Give her your sweatshirt and cuddle with her.
- 17Pick her up and spin her around.
- 18Laugh with her, not at her.
- 19Listen to music with her, and with same headphones, of course!
- 20Listen to everything she says
- 21Tell her how much you love her
- 22Always ask her what would make her happy that you could do.
So tired...
Dear Miss Hoon, Christin, Gifford thank you for Christmas present (:
And weiwei, Thanks you for the mms (:
CAN YOU FUCKING WAKE UP and think how i feel?
Labels: lonely Christmas
Where should i start?
I dunno.
alot thing to say.
Heard bro say Dad not staying home for quite long.
Wonder how is he doing. :(
Hais.
He one person running the shop.
I dunno he one person can crop anot.
Hais :(
So sad....
2molo company celebrating Christmas eve.
half day job (:
HAPPY! ^_^
Okie.
I did quite well this month. LOL.
Claps for myself (:
Cannot 骄傲，must be humble.
Must do better (:
Jia you apple (:
pS: 下一站我会幸福吗？
Thanks YOU for came down to my office fetch me, bring me for dinner.
Yet i stiill keep throwing my temper, due to some problem, i give you attitudes.
I admit my temper bad.
I admit i care too much.
I admit i make you angry.
I'm Sorry.
It's was my birthday.
But y m i unhappy?
P/s: Some ppl say buy me this, buy me that on my birthday. BUT end up nothing. FAKE ppl..
You know who m i talking to.
可是这是不可能的事.
因为我就那么的爱他...
PS; I never talk about nonsense, do you know your answer very important to me? You don..
I saw someone background almost 100% same as you. beside with a girl, size was like her. At Pasir Ris...
I don want to ask, I'm just sacared. :(
GUESS what is my weight now?
42kg
I was like huh?
The weigh machine spoilt huh?
zzz..
=.=
den i want again.
Still the same.
I was 48kg 3 months ago, den 1 months ago was 45kg, den now 42kg.
Should i be happy or worried?
I dunno.
Birtdhay fall on coming friday...
从小到大我都是一个人，
对我来说没人记得我的生日，
我也慢慢的不在乎了..
PS:Actually i wanted to go with you.
But i got no time to bath.
Your friends is waiting for you.
What else i can do?
This few day i was thinking i want go or don want...
Actually from that day you told me about history of previous love.
My heart feels uneasy.
Alot of uneasy,unhappy, worried.
I dunno what to do.
What if one day she return will you go back or what?
i dunno.
She is the one you love most, cos of her you learn how to speak thai. Maybe still got others thing that i dunno.
Den you tell me you blame that someone who like you, maybe say abt bad word in front of her,
thats why the girl you love the most not with you.
Your life 2nd gf.
I dunno whether you still contact her anot?
And the 3rd ones.
Knowing you love her alot. Just like how much you love the 1st girl.
I knew you aldy stop contact her.
But, I dunno whether one day the history will repeat to me one more time.
I'm scared.; I'm afraid.
I cannot get hurt anymore. You know it clearly.
My mind is all fill up with question marks...
Actually to be honest.
I feel insecure with you.
I mean that you could lie to me anytime as what you done before.
I want ask myself stop thinking the bad ones, but you i really cannot.
I'm really sorry...
Will you pls prove or do something let me feel you actually care for me?
累了...
Haha. :D Pls ignore my messy background :P
So bored la. lol.
But once i log in Who live near you.
35 msg. O_o
All is guys. Well, i really lazy reply some of them..
Sorry ar. I'm lazy person. :D
Recently newspaper all about Tiger Woods.
So do a research about him. haha :X
Eldrick Tont "Tiger" Woods(born December 30, 1975) is an American professional golfer whose achievements to date rank him among the most successful golfers of all time. Currently the World No. 1, he was the highest-paid professional athlete in 2008, having earned an estimated $110 million from winnings and endorsements.
Woods has won fourteen professional major golf championships, the second highest of any male player, and 71 PGA Tour events, third all time.He has more career major wins and career PGA Tour wins than any other active golfer. He is the youngest player to achieve the career Grand Slam, and the youngest and fastest to win 50 tournaments on tour.
Woods has held the number one position in the world rankings for the most consecutive weeks and for the greatest total number of weeks. He has been awarded PGA Player of the Year a record ten times,the Byron Nelson Award for lowest adjusted scoring average a record eight times, and has the record of leading the money list in nine different seasons. He has been named Associated Press Male Athlete of the Year a record-tying four times, and is the only person to be named Sports Illustrated's Sportsman of the Year more than once.
Since his record-breaking win at the 1997 Masters Tournament, golf's increased popularity is attributed to Woods' presence. He is credited for dramatically increasing prize money in golf, generating interest in new audiences as the first non-white person to win the Masters, and for drawing the largest TV audiences in golf history.
See how great he is, But
Car accident and alleged affairs
On November 27, 2009, Woods had a minor car accident near his home in the gated community of Isleworth, the Orlando suburb.
Woods was leaving his home around 2:30 a.m. (EST) in his SUV, a 2009 Cadillac Escalade, when he collided with a hedge, a fire hydrant, and finally a tree down the street.The Florida Highway Patrol said that the crash was not alcohol-related, but conducted an investigation. Woods was taken to the hospital and treated for minor facial lacerations.He was later cited for careless driving.
The incident was accompanied by reports and speculation about marital difficulties between Woods and his wife, Elin Nordegren. The Windermere, Florida, police chief, Daniel Saylor, said that Nordegren had used a golf club to break the rear window of the sport utility vehicle to help extricate him.Two days after the accident, Woods issued a statement saying it was his fault, but was a private matter; he also praised his wife Elin for getting him out of the car.Details about what caused the accident were not revealed. Amid media speculation about the accident, Woods announced that he would not attend his own charity golf tournament, the Chevron World Challenge, or any other remaining tournaments in 2009.The accident fanned interest in a The National Enquirer story that the tabloid had published two days beforehand. The story claimed that Woods had an affair with nightclub manager Rachel Uchitel,a claim she denied. Woods may have alluded to the story in his statement about the accident, saying "the many false, unfounded, and malicious rumors that are currently circulating about my family and me are irresponsible".
Despite his statement, interest in the story grew until San Diego cocktail waitress Jaimee Grubbs publicly claimed, in gossip magazine Us Weekly, that she had a two and a half year affair with Woods, producing voice and text messages that she says Woods left her. According to Grubbs, she first met Woods on April 13, 2007 in Las Vegas, and soon began an affair that ended in October 2009. The same day there were reports that a Las Vegas nightclub promoter had also been seeing him, though she "neither confirmed nor denied an affair". Woods released an apology on the same day the stories were published, expressing regret for "transgressions" and saying "I have let my family down". Woods was not specific about the reason for the apology, but requested privacy.Lawyers acting on his behalf obtained an jesinjunction in the High Court of Justice of England and Wales on December 11, 2009, preventing unspecified claims about his private life from being published in the UK press.The order itself specifically prohibited the publication of any images of Woods naked or having sexual intercourse, without confirming the existence of such images.
On December 11, about two weeks after the car accident, Woods admitted to "infidelity" in a PR statement released on his website and announced an indefinite hiatus from professional golf.
Woods has said he will not play in another tournament this year. The pull-out comes after he spent much of 2008 and part of this year on the sidelines because of knee surgery.
"I have let my family down". Is that too late to say?
He has earned more than $1 billion in his rapid 13-year rise to the top of the golfing world.
Well,
What can i said?
Men all sinned. No man is above another.
Elin. Rip Tiger Woods all you want in private. But is there any need to take it public like you did?
Tiger Woods Prenup Renegotiated It was leaked that Tiger and Elin are renegotiating their prenuptial agreement, giving her a reported $75 million immediately.
He is allegedly paying her off so she’ll pretend that she forgives him, and she’ll continue playing the part of his wife in social settings. WTF!!!!!!! I can forgive moral indiscretions without condoning them.
I can turn the other cheek. But when someone uses their billion-dollar wealth to manipulate the behavior of other people and buy the image they are trying to project, I think it’s woefully pathetic.
Tiger – how about losing the Tiger Woods corporate enterprise image, and start being a human being with normal life?
When a guy is too rich, thy cannot control themselves. of cos ard them will gather alot of bees too..
The bees are very smart.
They don care about whether the person got family, got wife or got kids, they only think for money, and the men only think of her pussy.
But when your bf or husband leads him to start thinking of cheating?The No. 1 sign is more time being spent away from home. The No. 2 sign was less sex, and the No. 3 sign was avoidance of your contact, like cell-phone calls. What these things are saying is that a man is emotionally and sexually moving away from a spouse.
But when women approach their husband of bf with this issue then there's already a problem even if he's not cheating. When he says, "no way" or "what are you, crazy?" a lot of times the conversation ends there. That's remarkable to me because that's the last thing that should happen. The conversation should continue to where she says, "Listen, maybe you're cheating on me or maybe you're telling me the truth, but the fact that I'm asking you this means we are way out of sync. What are we going to do now to get back into sync?" No. 2, if you really think he is cheating—and he won't admit to it—then you should look at his cell-phone records or his e-mail. The next thing going up the ladder is a GPS magnet that you can place on his car to see if he's being honest about where he's been. Another option is hiring [a private] investigator or asking him to take a lie-detector test.
They will never admit what they done.
Men really make me feel insecure.
Is there still any faithful men?
PS: If one day you rich will you be the same? I dunno. no one knows.
The Cakes by Noel gift.
Money.
so far, yet so near.
Anyone remember?
This is happiness (:LOL..
Been very very busy after i got to MISA travel work..
Monday to Saturday i need to wake up 7am.
Life is more happening n more STRESS T.T
Everyday i must be alert all the time to make sure that those ticket i quote to customer is correct price...Otherwise, i will get myself in deep trouble.
Of cos must sure i hit my target for the month, because i don want disappoint anyone..
But is not easy to hit target at all..
Bf, he was so busy recently.
Cannot blame. Cos he was really busy with work.
Whenever i disturb him, he will say go find friend acc u la!!. =.=
But seriously i don have much friend,Due to drop up school early...
I don even have best friend.
All is just normal friend.
Not very close one.
It very difficult to find a good friend.
Oh well.
Indeed my life is quite bored.
Sigh, what to do?
Don talk about it anymore.
2molo is weiwei big day, will be helping her up (:
Well, when is my turn?
Maybe no one want end up.
Nvm, i can adopte children, den i look after. (:
well, Now still must earn money. MONEY!!!
wahaha (:
PS: sorry
